Chris Brown just can’t relax and he’s not going to. He said so! And if he needs to go cray cray in relaying that message, he’s going to! BAM! After being criticized of cheating the system for his reporting of community service hours, Chris was spotted riding in his car WITH Rihanna following a recording session in Los Angeles.
But instead of taking to Twitter to rant and rave, the guy took to Instagram…his new home for venting.
And so it goes…
“I love ya’ll but ya’ll getting repetitive telling me to relax. no I’m not gonna relax. Im makin an album right now … and ya’ll tell me not to pay attention to it. How can I not when it’s on my radio, TV, and everything else … even if I did relax I wouldn’t stop hearing about it .. ya’ll are everything to me ya’ll know this but telling me to ignore it is like telling me to walk around with a blindfold and stick earplugs in my ear .. Im wise I can handle the hate but enough is enough, yo!!
Yes it bothers me but it’s not my main focus! my music is … and when I speak on it .. its because I want people to know how I feel .. yes they talked about Jesus … but “him” I am not him, not even close!!!
Im a human being and I honestly think I deserve respect Im sick of being accused … Im tired yall Just don’t understand Ive been going through this sh*t since I was 19 years old .. You cant sit here and tell me to calm down, when am I gonna get a positive outcome out of anything I do?
When can I get that feed back?
Im TIRED do you read me Im tired!!!!!! Im not gonna sit here and play victim, Im just tired of this sh*t … I pray every day and night for a new outcome … and just when everythnig seems to be going good some new sh*t happens.
A day in my shoes is a day in hell, believe it or not!
Ya’ll don’t wanna be in my predicament … before ya’ll say Im weak remember what Ive been through … my soul cries for positivity Im not broken I am STRONG …. but being so doesn’t”