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Jennifer Lopez Opens Up About Relationships in New Memoir ‘True Love’

Jennifer Lopez is opening up about her love life in her new memoir True Love, which is set to be released November 4! In the book, Jennifer reveals personal facts about her former, very public relationships with Ben Affleck and ex-husband Marc Anthony, and how she was finally able to love herself.

Check out some of the highlights below, courtesy of The Huffington Post!

On her marriage to Marc Anthony:

Things between Marc and me weren’t perfect, of course — our marriage was never the kind to glide along peacefully. From the beginning it was tumultuous, passionate, and explosive, but we also shared many fulfilling and joyful moments. Every marriage has its challenges, but it was about keeping that marriage together, having that family unit, and making the dream come true — whatever the cost. In my family, when I was growing up, divorce was not an option. So when I married Marc, having already been through the disappointment of two divorces and a broken engagement, I wanted so much for our marriage to be “it.” Marc was my guy, the one. The father of my children, the man I was going to grow old with.

On the common thread in all of her relationships:

Throughout my life, I’ve had a few serious relationships. Each relationship was different and each relationship had its issues. But there was one thing they all had in common: They all had a passionate intensity that I mistook, every time, for my happily ever after. Reality is hard to see through the adrenaline rush of a new love. It’s easy to project your hopes and dreams onto a relationship when it’s new and exciting.

On mistaking passion for love:

I was lucky — or unlucky — enough to be with men who were really intense about their feelings for me. They did some crazy things, and I mean crazy things. Like releasing hundreds of doves outside my window, buying me a Bentley or two, giving me rare diamonds, throwing me giant parties, or sending me private jets to sweep me off somewhere. I’m talking about grand gestures of love, passion, or whatever you want to call it. And I loved it. It was intoxicating when it was happening. When a man does something like that, it’s easy to think, Wow, look how much he loves me! But passion is a pendulum that swings both ways. As beautiful as it can be it can also get very intense. Yet, through thick and thin, I chose to stay in those relationships. Because how can you turn your back on a love so big, so amazing, so real? The problem is, it wasn’t real love; it was passion. I just didn’t know the difference yet.

On her split from Ben Affleck:

When Ben and I split up at the moment when I thought we were committing to each other forever it was my first real heartbreak, it felt like my heart had been torn out of my chest. People do lots of things to anesthetize themselves in moments like these. Some people do drugs, some drink and some go out and party. I sought out comfort in another person, tried to find someone who could make me feel loved and wanted in my loneliest hours. And that was the moment when Marc reappeared in my life.

On being mistreated in relationships:

The only way you can be mistreated is by allowing yourself to be mistreated, and that was something I did over and over again. I’ve never gotten a black eye or a busted lip, but I’ve been in relationships where I have felt abused one way or another: mentally, emotionally, verbally. I know what it feels like to for your soul to be diminished by the way your loved one is treating you … maybe it’s a push, a shove or a nasty word that stays with you.

On the moment when she and Anthony decided to split:

“I’m not happy.” Marc was in the middle of venting to me about things between us that had been bothering him, and I was sitting there trying to figure out where he was going with it. Then he said it again, “I’m not happy. I’m here because we have a family, because we’re trying to keep it together. But I’m not happy.” I really thought I had done everything I could — as a wife, as a partner, and as a mother to his children. What sense did it make to keep suppressing my own feelings of what was missing in the relationship? How long did I need to keep trying to make someone happy who was telling me flat-out that he wasn’t?

On the final straw:

We sat down together. “This is not working. You know it’s not working. We’re not living like a family, and I don’t see how things are going to change. Neither of us is happy, and the kids are wondering what’s going on. I think we should move on with our lives.” Deep down, I still wanted him to put up a fight for our family. But instead, he said, “Okay.” On July 15, 2011, we made the public announcement that we were going to divorce. Hardest. Day. Ever.

On therapy:

The biggest lightbulb that went off was that I realized I wasn’t recognizing the value of my own love. I never stopped to consider just how special my love was. I never stopped to look at myself and say, You know what? You deserve a love that is pure and special and good as the one you’re giving. Your love has value.

On what she wants from a partner:

Keep the diamond rings, the Bentleys, the doves, the trips to Europe … Keep all of it! I can buy all of those things myself. Give me your time, your honesty, your respect, kindness, patience, fidelity. Give me comfort when things are tough.

On her biggest epiphany:

What was loving yourself, anyway? Nobody teaches us what that means, but now I’ve discovered that it’s the key to life — because it’s the key to loving someone else and allowing others to love you.

 

Looks like Jennifer has a lot to share in this book! Hopefully it reaches people, allowing them to find true love in themselves and in someone else. I think it could be a huge help, especially for those who look to Jennifer as an inspiration, to hear how she was able to make it through her hard times with love.

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Details On Cissy Houston’s Memoir About Whitney Houston

Whitney Houston’s mother Cissy Houston is busy with a pen and paper. Her daughter may have passed away this spring but girlfriend is putting out a book that she hopes will focus on the positive side of her daughter and not the hot mess that drugs got her into. We mentioned this news a month or so ago, but we now have more details on this.

The AP reports that Cissy signed with HarperCollins to write an “unabridged and unbelievable story” about Whitney that will come out next February.

So where is all this money going that will be generated from book sales?

While nothing has been officially announced, we have heard that some of the proceeds will be donated to the New Hope Baptist Church in Newark, N.J., where Whit grew up and where her funeral ceremonies took place.

We shall see.

Papa Mitch to pen Amy Winehouse memoir

Apparently Amy Winehouse’s ex husband Blake Fielder-Civil isn’t the only one set to pen a book about the late songstress. Harper Collins has just signed a book deal with Papa Mitch Winehouse to write a memoir about his late daughter.

The title cleverly makes us all remember Pap’s role. Are you ready for it?

And the title is…”Amy, My Daughter”. Creative.

Details on the book below!

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WTF?! Richard Branson didn’t have a fire-proof vault?

After a fire blazed through Richard Branson’s Necker Island retreat earlier this month, Branson lost a lot material items but who effing cares when you are Richard Money Bags Branson. The one thing Branson won’t be able to recover is the FIFTEEN years of handwritten notes that he was preparing to use for a memoir. What a crappy deal.

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